Big Fat LIES

Is there such thing as nobel lie? Or is it just an excuse for someone to save his own ass? I hate when people lie to me! I prefer the ugly and painful truth, because it is my choice what I m going to do with this truth. I have the right to decide, but when someone lies to me he takes that right from me. In every situation truth gives you the power to control your life and every lie is a desprate attempt to take that right from you. So to all liers -beware the truth always comes out........

What Happend?

I am walking on the streets every day. I look at the faces of the people when they are passing me by. The more I look the more i realise that their eyes are empty and their souls are doomed and mineis  too. What happend? How did we get here? I remember when I was a child life was easy I was free and happy, but when I grew up I entered the gates of hell. The pure emotions were gone and I realised that I am just another robot in serve of the system, I left my soul in the fridge. I need too feel something real again, but it is so hard to warm your heart again after all these years of darkness and blindness. Every day we are selling ourselves. And for what? Money? Power? Fame? Guess what... none of this thing would make you happier. These are the wrong values, but they are more socially acceptable today and the worst part is that we made them Gods and our possessors in the 21st century. They are controlling us when we should control them. So pleace try to wake up, try to change your life try to love, to smile, to have more time with your friends and family... just try to be child again, try to feel something

364 days

It is rainy day outside. I am staying at home drinking hot tea and I am thinking about the upcoming Christmas holidays . This is the only holiday that makes me sad. Every Christmas I get the same thought that stings my mind like a million angry bees. Why this holiday makes people so good? Why we are able to be so loving and caring only one day of the year? And why the other 364 days we are busy only with ourselves?  Well maybe I am mad but for this Christmas I will make a wish. I wish 364 days of Christmas and only one day that we could spend like a selfish egoists.

Love illusions

How many unsuccessful relationships do you have? Have you asked yourself why they always end up the same way? I have! And I found out that in my head there are plenty of idealistic  images of love. And then I started asking myself where did they get from? And then it  struck me ….every day we are  flooded with images of the perfect love. The perfect eternal love is everywhere. When we were children we listened to fairy-tales which always ended up the same way “they lived happily ever after” Now when we are grown ups we see this perfect couples on the TV, in the books or somewhere else. And all this forms our view of love and the desired partner. We want the perfect love, the perfect prince. But think about that… what happens after that “happily ever after”. Maybe the prince and the princess decided to get divorce ?!? No one knows . The story stops in their state of perfection. The true love isn’t perfect. In fact sometimes it can get ugly and painful. True love is to know your partner’s demons and love him despite them. True , real love is imperfect, but isn’t that challenging?

The new mental disorder

It is well know that in the 21^st century  we are threatened by all kinds of diseases. We are constantly afraid of getting sick. Well guess what? You are already sick. And you diagnose is pathological consumer. Yes my friend the symptoms are simple: you buy things all the time, you buy things that you don’t even need, and the more you buy the more you want. This disease is caused by a few viruses that combine to create the full clinical picture of the disorder. One of them are the producers of useless goods, but without the advertisements they are not able to make you sick. Today the advertisements are everywhere and slowly they are damaging your brain by promising you success, happiness and even love. They force you to buy their products. They transform you into a zombie with a credit card without you even notice. And if you don’t take the necessary  measure you will lose your personality and one day you will die like a consumer not like happy human being. So my friend it is up to you to find a cure for yourself. I will end this wiht one quote “If I am what I have and if I lose what I have who then am I?”. We are not the thing we buy.  We were, we are and we will always be more than this.